Trials of Heather

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Well my hormone levels are still not zero. This is ridiculous....

I had a blood test today and haven't found out the results yet. I guess i will have to wait until tomorrow. It was my birthday yesterday and all i could think about was how much i miss not being pregnant. I should have had a baby by now. I am going on a diet to lose some weight since this whole pregnant and then m/c cycle has caused some weight gain and I really am not liking it. Don't get me wrong i would love to be pregnant again, but while we wait and try i will be trying to cut some weight. I heard that this could help me in the getting pregnant part too and i am willing to try anything at this point.

Sorry that i haven't been on here in forever. I guess i needed a break and it was less painful maybe not to write here, i don't know. I can't stand the Mother's Day commericals that are on TV lately. I have to flip though them. I start crying otherwise uncontrollably. I want a baby so badly. I hope i get great results tomorrow. I want to get on with my life and try again.


At 7:04 PM, Blogger Andrew said...

My medications cause weight gain so I can understand. It is a constant struggle for me these days. I hope your test results come back positive. Take care.

Andrew in Alabama
The 4th Avenue Blues

At 9:55 PM, Blogger canape said...

No apologies. Come around when you need to. Howdy ho to feed readers - we'll know you are back.

I'm on a post pregnancy/miscarriage/drown my sorrows in sugar and wine diet myself. Joy. Need to lose at least 10 more pounds. Joy joy.

Good luck tomorrow! I hope your results are good.

Happy late birthday. I hope you had happiness scattered throughout your day if not soaking it through.

At 9:11 AM, Blogger SaraS-P said...

I am trying to lose ttc weight too. I hear that "just five pounds" can make a huge difference.

I also hate the Mother's Day commercials that are everywhere.

Hope you get good results today.

At 2:36 PM, Blogger Pattycake said...

I am right there with you with the slow moving HCG. Its so annoying and frustrating to be so stuck.

I want to hibernate for mother's day.

I am cheering for you.


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