I'm in a little bit better of a mood. Thanks for your kind comments... Does anyone watch Grey's Anatomy??? The last episode is what I think really set me off last Thursday. I felt like I was reliving my miscarriage all over.


My husband and I were talking....and if I am not pregnant by January, I am going in to see the Dr again... Maybe I need help in this area, and maybe it was a fluke that I got pregnant (and Miscarried) the last time. My husband says he wants to do everything natural though, so I am hoping that it will happen. He doesn't want to do anything that requires him to "shoot his stuff in a cup". So I am limited. I am unsure of what to do. I told my husband that the only thing I want for Christmas was a baby! I told him to NOT buy me anything. And the sad thing is: I meant it. Even though this is easier said than done, I hope it happens... I need to have hope. I'm trying to be more positive again.